Friday, January 23, 2009

A New Me

I am going through some spiritual growth right now. I have not been living as I should. I love the plan of salvation! I love repentance! I love my bishop, my visiting teachers, my r.s. presidency! Seriously! I love Sunday I wish that every day was Sunday! how much easier our lives would be:) I know the Book Of Mormon is all true! Nephi is amazing! I am reading it everyday. I really never thought I would be where I am in life. I lost track for a while. It has a lot to do with bad choices in my close associations with others. I am not strong enough to fix other peoples problems. I had to figure that out the hard way, I lose my way and end up not helping them! I wanted to help a friend who is not living the gospel, I thought "I will help her!" but in 6 months I was lost. I had to lose that friend in the process which is the hardest part for me. I just know that I am not strong enough for that friendship. Someday maybe I will be but now I need to focus on my family and myself, and getting back to the temple! Soon I hope! I just wanted to let anyone that reads my blog know that I am happy and trying really hard to "stay out of the thick of thin things." Got that saying from institute way back in the day. Wow can I just tell you all what a difference it makes in your life to have the gospel!