Friday, January 23, 2009

A New Me

I am going through some spiritual growth right now. I have not been living as I should. I love the plan of salvation! I love repentance! I love my bishop, my visiting teachers, my r.s. presidency! Seriously! I love Sunday I wish that every day was Sunday! how much easier our lives would be:) I know the Book Of Mormon is all true! Nephi is amazing! I am reading it everyday. I really never thought I would be where I am in life. I lost track for a while. It has a lot to do with bad choices in my close associations with others. I am not strong enough to fix other peoples problems. I had to figure that out the hard way, I lose my way and end up not helping them! I wanted to help a friend who is not living the gospel, I thought "I will help her!" but in 6 months I was lost. I had to lose that friend in the process which is the hardest part for me. I just know that I am not strong enough for that friendship. Someday maybe I will be but now I need to focus on my family and myself, and getting back to the temple! Soon I hope! I just wanted to let anyone that reads my blog know that I am happy and trying really hard to "stay out of the thick of thin things." Got that saying from institute way back in the day. Wow can I just tell you all what a difference it makes in your life to have the gospel!

5 comments:

Nyman's said...

I'm sorry you had to go through all that, your a smart girl, you know what you want. Its amazing how much happier people are when they find the gospel. Glad your back to blogging :)

Liz said...

Bex!!! I wish I was better about being there for you. Please know you can always talk to me. I'm sorry that I wasn't more supportive! I wish we lived next door to each other! I miss you and love you so much!!!!

kartch5 said...

Good Job, Becky, I know what you are talking about. I am not nearing any kind of the growth that you are but am now on the right track, and staying away from some of the drama that someone brought into my life has certainly helped! You are an example to everyone around you, way to go!

Erin said...

I didn't know you were having such a hard time. I am sorry I have not been a better friend. You are such a big part of my family's life, I should have clued in. Just know that we love you to death and couldn't live without you. You guys are truely a second family to my kids, we appreciate you so much. If there is anything I can do for you please let me know. Love ya!

Andrea said...

We do have a lot to catch up on???? I'm so proud you are working towards going to the temple!! I to am greatful for the Atonement and for repentance. I've found that life is so much easier on the other side of the tracks(The gospel). I had to learn the hard way too. I'm grateful for our friendship and we need to keep in touch and catch up on life.. Love ya.